It’s hard to love someone who can never be yours.
Time would give you chances…
Chances to talk…
Chances to be together …
Chances to share…
See how it hurts?
You only have chances.
A good friend of mine recently forwarded this message to me and it’s been haunting me since. Some would probably even say…well it’s always better to have had chances than to have none at all. But does it really have to work and hurt that way? Awwww !Hurt is such a strong word! As I’m writing this down, my head is filled with a lot of “what ifs”, “could’ve beens” and “buts” and my heart is aching for unknown reasons …being the Drama Queen that I am of course!
Sometimes it scares the hell out of me to be really happy for a moment with this person because I know I can never buy back time and when that moment passes …that moment is lost forever. SIGH! After that brief but very happy moment… the tendency is to go back again to the drawing table filled with a lot more “what ifs”, “could’ve beens” and "buts"… then you ask yourself why can’t I spare myself from this agonizing reality and idealism called love nga ba?
I guess its becasue love demands a leap of faith…a big great leap that is!
Hope I would one day be brave and gallant enough to take that leap and more importantly …this person would be more than willing to take it with me. But for now…
SIGH…
I guess those chances would just have to do.
